Always You
Dear Blog, What I was thinking? I've been awake reading stories from Wattpad. I promise myself to restrain from watching movies and novels that are love story or whatever kind of romance it is. It reminds me of how miserable and such a mess I am right now. I looked in the mirror. I'm kinda shocked of how I look. My gosh! I looked so old! Given the fact that I am only 18, I have grown too much pimples on my face. (I know I know, its normal but....whatever) My skin so oily and my hair that looks messy and tangled. I was so busy thinking that I forgot that I am so ugly already. That is how I look everyday and even at school. But I don't have time to care. Too many nights. Too much thinking. Too much crying. I don't know. I just can't sleep. Anyway, I am here right now, alone in the room. Getting a little emotional as always. I am wide awake...again and again. I checked the date today and remembered that it wa